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30.11.10

reflections....

so I have been think a lot lately about death. i know. it's morbid. but hey, i work at a funeral home! we had a visitation tonight for some guy who was eighteen, but younger than me. it really bothered me, which doesn't normally happen, but i just got really broken up about it. i don't know why. it helped me realize though that death is just a part of life. that no one is exempt from it. right now, we seem invincible, but one wrong move, and poof! it's really not fair. it's not fair that this young man had to die and that i get to live or that old people who are like vegetables get to live while other older people are active and have close families have to die. death shows no mercy, but God does. I had started thinking about if i died, who would come to my funeral? would the funeral home be packed? or would it be a small occassion with the ones who loved me most? i have just thought a lot about this. so it leads me to think about all the people i have encountered in my life. what were there impressions of me? how did i act around them? and did i give them a reason to want to pay "respects" to me after death?

this also got me to think about life as borrowed. why are we here? it certainly isn't for our enjoyment. i would take heaven over earth any day. my life is not my own, but it is given to me by God. God has given me life, and eternal life so that earth is not the only thing i have to live for. thank the Lord!!! so this leads you to say, "well, if my life is God's, shouldn't God have a say in everything i do? " YES! God should completely rule my life. i am really working hard on this... I have struggled for some great time now with the concept of being single. well, i went throught the whole, "woe is me, im ugly, nobody loves me" phase. this is when my family made a great point. god made you for you. by telling yourself your ugly or unlovable, you are bashing god's creation! this surely is a blasphemy! so i have to ask, if you believe you are not good enough,  why? Why are you questioning God and his creation? he certainly knew what he was doing when he formed you. he formed your lungs to breathe, your eyes to see, and most of all your heart to love. not only to love him, but also, his creation (AKA you)  :) this is another reason we should not speak bad about others. they are also God's creations and deserve to be treated so. I struggle with that too.

I'm getting pretty deep, but one more thing. I recieved a really awesome text message today reading:
"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did." When God takes something from your grasp, he's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to recieve something better. Concentrate on this sentence. The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you."

It was one of those forwarded messages that said like send to twelve people and you will see some sort of result. I don't normally forward messages, but this one was pretty cool. I really like the sentence, " the will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you." It was pretty powerful. So i translated it this way. If we truly follow God's plan for us, we will never have to worry about getting into trouble or having regrets. Also, I see this as a confirmation of my newfound policy of consulting God in all desicions. Like the Bible say, "Delight in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." :D

I don't have anything else to say right now, but just pray that I can make the right desicions in the near future. I would appreciate it!

29.11.10

I don't ever want to hear those words

come out of your mouth ever again (or typed)!!!


You are the most beautiful person I know and I love you and so does Jesus!!! And I could name a butt load of other people, but that would be the entire post cause there are so many people!!!!

I'm done. :) you get the point.

On a different note: i got a TON of Christmas things done and I have a GREAT week ahead of me.

On another different note: I really really really want to tell you something, but I am afraid of your reaction. I'm not afraid that you will be mad or upset. Maybe what I'm really afraid of is your acceptance.....You've heard of fear of rejection, but this just might be fear of acceptance. Hmmm. I always have been the odd ball lol :)

My talk with Amanda really helped and she gave me some really good advice. I think I am going to take that advice right now and go read some of the good 'ole Word of God! And while I'm at it, maybe talk to Him myself! :D I am so thankful for my relationship with Christ! I probably, in all seriousness, would have killed myself by now if it hadn't been for Him. There have been so many rocky times in my life, but He has always remained steadfast. :D I hope that my words may have helped a little!!!!


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27.11.10

here again.

as in work. I have spent the last three and a half hours making a dang dvd for a visitation next wednesday. it took me forever and it didn't really hit me until i made the menu for the dvd. the guy's birthday was July 15, 1992. He was younger than me. That really bothered me. This whole thing is now. I knew that the family had tried to send me the pictures from facebook so i knew the kid had a facebook, so i looked him up. it was tragic. all his friends were commenting on his wall and it was just heart-wrenching. he had gone to glendale and i even had a friend in common with him. i just started crying then. how is it that somone so young could pass away. i don't know the story or the cause of death, but i know that this guy was too young to die. i have to work the dang visitation too. well i better "get back to work" but i just had to let this out.

26.11.10

going nuts

is what i do best. I cannot get myself to do anything productive and it's annoying. I need to do things, but I have no ambition to. gr. All I have been doing is looking up stupid quotes. Oh well.

So I am feeling much better about the whole dress thing. I found a very pretty dress but it needs to be altered. I would like Mrs. R from Hillcrest to do it, so I will go talk to her next week. Also, I have been thinking a lot about my emotional break down. I also have a new perspective of the subject now after reading this quote; "Success in marriage is much more than finding the right person, it is a matter of being the right person." I guess I always expected the "perfect guy" to just show up and everything else would just work out perfectly.... guess not. I think instead of focusing on finding the right person, i need to focus on myself right now. It's all i can do. I can't change anybody or force them to love me. I can only pray that God makes me the "right" person for someone else. When you think of it that way, it takes the focus off of yourself. i sometimes only think about how my life will be once i've found that person, how i will feel when i find them, or how i feel not knowing them now and how i want to be in a relationship. Well, when I think about it, this anonymous future husband is probably thinking the same thing and I want to be everything he has hoped for and prayed for. So tonight I am praying not for me to find that right person, but for God to prepare my heart and mind and thoughts and character to be just the person that my future husband is waiting for.


<3

25.11.10

well, I can only wonder who that was about???

hmmm. not too hard to figure it out. you should really try to be more subtle!

24.11.10

well, today i had a complete and total emotional break down. I went shopping with my mom to find a dress for my company christmas party and i didn't find anything, anywhere. I was so sick of trying on stupid dresses that looked hideous and were too short and by the end of the day i was just ready to cross my name off the guest list. This wretched dress shopping made me so mad and i was so frustrated. All I wanted to do was look nice for my company christmas party and have a good time with ryan and my grandparents. Now I am just so distressed and I was really just going to call ryan and tell him i wasn't going. UGH! I don't even know why i got so upset, but it just makes everything worse. The more I thought about it, the more I thought about how no one will ever want to be with me. Not just like in close proximity, but like married. I sometimes feel like i am terminally single. I hate this feeling and I just want it to go away.

21.11.10

Well today I am at work. It's pretty dead around here lol :) pun intended!

So I just got back from lunch and was contemplating the things I am thankful for, so here goes.


1) I am thankful for coupons!!! I saved $2.50 on my lunch today! :D I love saving money!

2) I am thankful for my father's car. My car has been leaking antifreeze and I am still able to go cause I can drive my dad's Blazer. It's nice to have that back up plan.

3) Lastly, I am thankful for books. This day would never end if it weren't for my book.


I guess I will get back to work lol :)

20.11.10

It's that time again...

no silly! I'm not talking about Christmas!! I'm talking about Thanksgiving!!! In general, the least commercialized holiday with an entirely wholesome purpose. :) This is the time you should give thanks to God for everything!!! And with that, I am going to continue my list of things I am thankful for.


1) I am thankful for my friend, Chrissie, from Antioch who paid for my lunch today. I am VERY low on cash this next couple of weeks cause I have to fix some things on my car, so she paid for my lunch, which was super sweet and I really appreciated it!

2) I am thankful for transportation! I take this for granted a lot, but now that I am having minor car issues I realize how much I rely on my it. Thank you for letting me use your truck, dad!

3) I am thankful for thrift stores!!!! Not only can you find super cute AFFORDABLE clothes there, but you can also get rid of all of the clothes you don't like anymore, instead of just throwing them away or something equally wasteful!


Well, that's about it for now. I am super excited to go see the Willard production Les Miserables tonight!! Yay!! :D You should come!!!

19.11.10

Sometimes I love my dreams. It was so sweet :)

Thankful (cont.)

Here are three more things that I'm thankful for.



1) I am thankful for being alive. I think sometimes we forget this simple thing. It may seem like sometimes we don't want to be alive, but then we couldn't fulfill God's purpose for us. I even take this for granted and I work at a funeral home!!!!

2) I am thankful for my mom. Today we had a great day having lunch, pumpkin pie concretes and she bought me some shoes, which i was in desperate need of. I got some fuzzy black flats for work and some short tan boots :) I am just glad to not only have my strappy sandals and tennis shoes to wear. Thank you, MOM!!!! I love you!!!! <3

3) I am thankful for knowledge. I am not trying to be conceited or anything, but I am just glad that some subjects come easy for me. I am thankful for this because it means that I am not completely wrapped up in school all the time and that I don't need to worry about losing my scholarships. Also, I am glad because I can help others out when they have a hard time. I know that it's not me. I am not smart. God has given me the talent and I want to give him all of the glory for it! Thank you for giving me the opportunity to go to college!!! (Please don't read this and think i'm bragging, I am not.)


Well, tonight I am super bored. I have a wee bit of homework that I need to do, but who wants to do homework on a Friday night? Well, who wants to be at a funeral home on Friday night? lol Well, I don't want to get in trouble so I better get off. I hope everyone has a great weekend and a great few last days of school before Thanksgiving break!!!!

18.11.10

Thankful

so i haven't posted in a couple of days and the last one was a random picture. anyway, with Thanksgiving only a week away, I am going to try something new. I am going to type three things a day that I am thankful for. Be it small or large, I am going to be VERY thankful this next week! so here goes the first day:

I AM THANKFUL FOR:

1) the wonderful candy cane that my brother bought for me. :) it is yummy and helps me while i am doint homework. it is one of those really big peppermint sticks. :D i really love it and i am glad he thought of me.

2) my friends and family. i do NOT know what i would do without them. even those of you who just think we are only aquaintances. i consider you my friend and if you ever need anything just ask cause if you read this, i owe you. i rant on here all the time and you put up with it. you don't have to, but if you need something just ask, or text me :) i am so thankful for my loving family and my great friends. you all rock!!

3) i am thankful for my job. i know that i complain about it sometimes, but i am glad that i work with great people and i have a source of income. i would be nowhere literally without it.



Well, i think that wraps it up. :) Tune in tomorrow for more thanksgivings!!!

12.11.10

I am not a slave....

to the internet!!!! Hehe :) Today was super fun!!!! In my spanish class, all we did was look up words in the dictionary and watch little kid music videos in spanish. chemistry wsn't too bad, but it never is and then in alpha we did pointless revisions of a paper we don't even have to turn in nd it only took 30 minutes.

When i got out of alpha i walked to OTC and had lunch with my bestest friend, Karasyn!!! It was amazing and then we went to Red Velvet and Maggie's, which i had never been to. It was an amazing excursion and I want to do it everyday, but i can't. Sometimes i have to be productive. I am paying for this wretched thing called school, ya know?

Well, I am really looking forward to tomorrow. I am working during the day and we don't have anything, so i will be able to do homework and then after work my mom, karasyn, me, my brother, hottie grandma, and wava are going to the Baldknobbers!!!!! I get to see robbie!!!!!! YAY! He is the most amazing drummer i have ever seen in my entire life!!!!

And next weekend I am going to the willard play!!! ALSO YAY!!!! :)

10.11.10

now?

what am i going to do now that this challengy thing is over??? i am still going to write every day :) i hope.

today kind of stinks but it gets better!!!!! i forgot that my group in speech has a group project that we have to be at school at 8 for. i really wanted to go for a walk this morning, but i guess i will just go to school. also, i have to go pick up food for our commuter student lunch. it's not that big of a deal, just kind of annoying. but it will be good.


anyway, after the lunch im free to watch days and then in speech we aren't doing anything. YAY!!! Then i have like three hours before church! i might eat at school....

i am so freakin excited for friday :) i love karasyn and red velvet!!!! it's the perfect combination!! i am excited because this time i am going to otc :) i might try bubble tea this time.....who knows?


well, i gotta go get ready for this stinkin' group project. chao por ahora!!

9.11.10

Day 30 (AKA THE LAST) ~ a picture

I don't even know what city this is, i just thought it was a pretty picture. Both pictures are from weheartit.com
I love this picture!!! It reminds me of the doll house at Red Velvet. Speaking of which, I can't wait 'til Friday! :) I get out of alpha early so i'm going over to OTC to have lunch with my bestesty best friend, Karasyn and then RED VELVET FOR CUPCAKES!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! :D

Day 29

3 Wishes



my first wish is that college won't be too hard for me, that I will always have the will to become an ophthtalmologist, and that when i do, i will do for the glory of the Lord. i am afraid that i will become too wrapped up in the worldly things and forget that God was the one who helped me to achieve my dream.


my second wish is that i will get married in college. whether it's drury or graduate school i don't care, but i just want to share my life with someone and vice versa. i can't wait for that day :) i know it's kind of over kill and i talk about it too much.


my last wish is that in my adult life i will stay really close to my family and friends. i know we will all have our own lives but i want to have a really close family!

well one more day :D

7.11.10

music and weddings

so today has been a big bowl of bore. seriously. i have done nothing. i cleaned a couple of bathrooms and vacuumed the chapel. like what else can i do? i have been on facebook all day and i have been reading random blogs.

when i was cleaning for like two seconds, i listened to my iPod which was set to Frank Sinatra :)

the song that came on was "The Way You Look Tonight"

i have concluded that this is going to be the first dance song at my wedding reception! :) i have been on a wedding kick lately if you haven't figured that one out. anyway, it is so sweet and perfect for a wedding, but my dilema is that i don't know if i wan't to use the original Frank Sinatra version or the Michael Buble version? The Michael Buble version is a better tempo, but there is a certain charm that Sinatra's version has. and i like the accompaniment better too. i am not quite sure.

anywho, this is what i have done all day. i have two papers i have to write, but no, i made a playlist for my wedding reception. it's not even like i foresee a wedding in the near future, but i just thought it would be a good idea. oh well. i have begun the playlist so when it comes time for my future husband to propose i will say "don't worry about the music or dj for our reception, honey. i got that one covered already!" lol i'm sure he will be very concerned about that. the good thing is that i don't have enough songs for the whole thing so we can put our favorites together :) i can't wait to plan a wedding and a life with another person! i know that right now school should be my focus but it's kind of coming in second place right now even though i have no immediate plans for a wedding or a husband for that matter. oh well. in life, my husband will have to come before my job anyway, so i am just getting good practice.

i can't even begin to express how excited i am for that day. the day in which a girl is supposed to be her prettiest and cute pictures get taken every 5 seconds to document the day :) and that my bestest friend and family helps me to get ready for the rest of my life. some guys just don't get it. they don't see that this is the day that every girl in the whole world dreams of her whole life. and no, ryan, i'm not talking about you lol :)

"every girl deserves a happily ever after" <3

i am officially in love with weddings. maybe it's not even the concept of getting married to the love of your life, but just the event that is a wedding. they are cute and pretty and elegant and the most monumental day in a person's life. and i can't wait!

i kind of want a christmas-y wedding. maybe between thanksgiving and christmas, but that season is too busy. maybe summer. so our honeymoon could be somewhere exotic. i would like to go out of the country. maybe spain. deffinitely somewhere they spoke spanish so we could half-way get around. i think it would be the best excursion in the history of excursions.

i can't wait for church tonight. like i REALLY can't wait. i am going insane!!! i can't stand this place much longer. it is really boring. the thing is i have a million things to do, but half of them i can't do because we don't have the computer and the other half i have no will to do therefore i will wait until the last minute to do them.


anyway, if you haven't listened to that song, mentioned before, please, please, PLEASE listen. it's the sweetest!!!!

Day 28

some things that stress you out.


well i get stressed out easily. i get stressed out over loud noises like the tv sitting right next to my face at work right now that is playing stupid football!! actually the football isn't annoying, just that the station keeps coming in and out.


deadlines stress me out. period.

i get stressed out at the thought of going through life alone. not so much being single, but just alone. not having friends to confide in.

i get stressed out in traffic.

i get stressed out when giving a speech. i never thought that i would get nervous talking in front of people, but i get really nervous giving speeches.

i get stressed out by money. that's another reason i don't want to go through life alone. i don't want to be the only one who has to be in charge of money. i want to share that responsibility with someone. it's not really scary, just irksome ;)


well that's about it.

Day 27

so i have decided to get back to the groove. Today is about your pets. Let me see if I have pictures. :)

this is my first pet, Otis. he is a cat. he is black and gray. he bites. really hard. other than that he is sweet and sleeps in my bedroom everynight and this morning when i woke up he was laying on my pile of dirty clothes in the bottom of my closet :) i like to call this picture 'cat and mouse'

we have another cat that is younger than otis. her name is mia. she is dumb and annoying. she doesn't not ever come around me. i think she hates me. oh well. i tantalize her anyway. lol


6.11.10

once again.

i am stuck here, bored out of my mind, with few things to keep me occupied.


i made my feelings official today. i told my mom. for some reason that makes what goes on in my head real. i don't know just stating it in words. i guess i wasn't afraid of it being so real as i didn't want to ruin it. i'd like to see it move forward, but i am afraid it would ruin everything. i guess that's a risk everyone has to take though. that's where faith comes in i guess. i think the next step i should take here is just to pray about it. pray about everything. pray about life, i guess. on one hand i don't want that person to be mad. on the other what if it doesn't work out. and if it doesn't would that person still be the same? i have never been there before either so i'm not sure what i would do. it would be strange but also it would just seem right. perfect. i can totally see it now. so can they. it seems just perfect, but would you see it too? or would it just be wierd? i don't know. these are just a few of my thoughts. they go on and on and on. i can't see the future but it would be nice if i could. i would take out the guess work. hmmmm.

i also wonder if anybody who reads this is going to know a single word that i'm saying. it's ok if you don't. i'm not even sure i do. lol :) C0

pictures on the wall, the ceiling and the floor

so i have been on a picture kick today :) i have been looking up wedding blogs and here are a few noteworthy pictures i found! the first two are from a lovely little blog titled kiss the groom and the last from the cinderella project.





this is a really cute picture of a really cute camera. it's pretty self-explanatory.





this is the cutest picture of a reception that was posted on the blog kissthegroom. :) it is so adorable, although i don't think this look could be achieved in this area of the country due to unpredictable weather, i still want to use this as inspiration!



Brooke! You didn't tell me you were getting married!?!?!

Rebel.

so today i am actually not going to do the challenge. i will continue with that tomorrow when i have my laptop, but today i am going to tell you about my mixed up crazy day.


so this morning really early my dad had to leave which was sad and always makes my mom and brother depressed, but this morning started out really good. i got up, made some coffee, and started a loaf of pumpkin bread and then my mom and i started watching our favorite christmas movie, home alone. it was the perfect beginning to a saturday starting the holiday season. my mom had told me that her and her mother and her mother's friend, wava, were going to go to target this evening and shop while i was at work and i thought it would be great because papa and i usually go to steak-n-shake on these evenings. but then my mom told me that her mom had made her mad, and thus the madness begins. i got mad at my grandmother and heck broke loose because she knew we were mad at her and so on and so forth. it all boils down to my grandmother being selfish and inconsiderate to my mother, who's husband had just left and won't be back until thanksgiving and she just made plans without her. frankly just rude. anywho after my mom explained everything and they were on good terms, we had to take my brother to his piano lesson and i just rode with them so my mom could take me to work, because, yes, i like to mooch rides of my mom so i don't have to use my gas :) anyway, my mom made plans with her friend from church and her friend's granddaughter to go see toy story 3 and shop. so we went and got some lunch and then went to target. at target i found a really cute purse on sale for 7.50. it was 75% off!!! yay! and i also found halloween candy for 75% off as well and bought two bags for less than two bucks :) and i got christmas cards to send to all of my friends and i got wrapping paper for christmas and i got decorations for a christmas tree that i'm going to put up in my room!!! it's gong to be super cute. :) there are glittery flower ornaments, fuzzy music ornaments and also some sparkly polka dot ribbon all to go with my colored christmas lights!!! yay! i can't wait to decorate :)


well i really don't have all that much else to say, just that now i am bored at the funeral home. except i was sitting in the office when i heard the door open and a lady walked in to see if she could pick up her flowers and so i showed her where they were and the guy that was with her DIDN'T HAVE A NOSE!!!! it was just flat with a circular bandage!!! it really creeped me out!

: 0 ...............................


The end!

5.11.10

Day 26

I'm actually getting pretty bad at this. But with only four days after this left I will stick with it. I actually don't have any pictures of my family except my brother which I've already posted. What I need to find is a picture of Hottie Grandma, young and old.

I am not following the rules on this one. No pictures today. Today I am going to follow back into the old blogging routine.

So tonight at work our computer is gone. There is no tower or anything, but I just happened to have my laptop with me. You know usually i can't get on the internet here because there is no wireless connection, but since the tower is gone i used the ethernet cord :)

So here I am. and blogger and facebook are virtually untraceable :) YAY!


So today was pretty good, I say. Not too difficult but later this weekend i need to step it up on the homework/studying scene. Here are things that no one is going to understand, but I thought I would pull an old you know who here and write stupid phrases that mean nothing to anyone but those who write them. You know who it is :) lol


I want this to work, but I am afraid.
Not of being hurt, but just afraid. Maybe because it seems so real.


Stupid role-playing.

I want you to acknowledge my existence, dad-gum-it!!!!! I want you to talk to me! Admit you were wrong!


Why must things always be so hard for you to understand!?!?!? You are dumb!

Don't go anywhere. I like it when you're around. :)

Now for those who know :)

-My friends are amazing! Thanks for an amazing weekend last week! Also, thanks for a great time after church!!! I love that escape :)

-Karasyn, thanks for introducing me to Red Velvet AKA the cutest store in all the land!

:) That is about all i have to say. oh, and don't take any of this personal cause it was just aimless ranting.

4.11.10

Day 25

I have beeen so excited for this post!!!!!! It's iPod shuffle!!!!! :)

Here we go:

1. New Moon (The Meadow) - Alexandre Desplat from the New Moon soundtrack, beautiful piano solo!

2. Grapevine Fires - Death Cab for Cutie -I really like their style! It's different than anything else I have litened to.

3. Year 3000 - JONAS BROTHERS!!! -OH YEAH! I was hoping the JoBros would come up!

4. Look at You - Hanson - They are like the Jonas Brothers of the 90's! My cousin Kristy loved them and I do too! But now they are all old and have kids and everything.

5. Love and Marriage - Frank Sinatra - This is a fairly new one to my library, but it's very catchy :)

6. Sorry - Jonas Brothers -Again! What can I say? :)

7. My Heart Beats for Love - Miley Cyrus - I can't say that I have even heard this song all the way through. I just added her new CD like last week.

8. Summer Wind - Frank Sinatra - I LOVE this song! I also have a version by Michael Buble on my iPod too :)

9. I Don't Miss You At All - Selena Gomez - This reminds me of last night at Applebee's cause a Selena Gomez song came on and I started singing with it and everyone on the other side of the table looked at me really funny :) it was great though

10. Let's Do This - Hannah Montana - This is also ironic cause while we were practicing for praise band i started singing this and everyone told me to stop lol but i didn't even realize it was on my iPod. Go figure.




Frankly, I am surprised that no Michael Buble came on, but I pretty well like all of these songs.

3.11.10

Day 24

Something that I've learned:


-I have learned that you need to cherish every moment because you never know which will be your last. I think working at the funeral home has helped me with this.


-I have learned that college is an investment of time and money. A HUGE one, too. Hopefully it will all be worth it in the end.


-I have learned that although I think things are hard in my life, someone always has it worse than you, and you should be greatful even for the breath that you take. This is something that I sometimes forget because I'm too wrapped up in trivial things.


-I have learned that I am not as good of a public speaker as I thought I would be. :/ I got really super nervous on my first speech.


-I have learned that anyone can make a lot of money. As long as you're willing to work stinkin' hard for it, anyone can do it. I have also learned that you shouldn't EVER work at a job just for the money. It takes a toll on you and if you chose to do something you love then it's not really work. I think I am making the right decision with my career choice and I am blessed that I have the means to do it and the opportunity.


-Lastly, I have learned that friends and family are the best people you will ever know. Your family loves you, mostly because they have to (lol) but your friends chose to love you, and your family for that matter. I am so grateful that I have the greatest friends in the whole world!

2.11.10

Day 23

Favorite Vacation!!!


BY FAR, my favorite vacation was Disney World with the marching band. :) It was pretty much the best week of my life!!! I had barrels of fun with by best friends and I got to see CINDERELLA'S CASTLE!!!! Oh and I got married. I am also very excited for my winter vacation with Karasyn to Branson! I can't wait because I will really feel like an adult! :)

I would post pictures of florida, but I feel like I have posted them like a million times.

On a different note, I finished reading a really great book, titled Thr3e by Ted Dekker. It is a great pyscho-thriller mystery based on scripture. Specifically, Romans 7:15-25. It is really mind blowing. :) You should read it!

1.11.10

Dear Karasyn,

I wish that I could comment on your blog. For some reason, beyond my control, my laptop prohibits this. Anyway I wanted to comment on it and say:

L.A., L.A., baby!!!!! :)

and don't forget about Karasino!

Day 22

Favorite City

I am not sure of the rules of this post. My favorite city would be my own, obviously, but I guess I have to say another city, so, I think
I would have to say Nashville, Tennessee.




It was so much much fun to go there and it is very beautiful. Not to mention they have really good, cheap Chinese food at their Farmer's Market :) I would put up a picture of it, but I don't have one.

Day 21

Here are some pictures of me :)

This is one of the happiest days of my life ;)


This is me in my bedroom one morning doing homework and I got distracted with my webcam :)

This is my little brother and I :) Isn't he a cutie!?
I'm going to put up some pictures of the party later and my flippin sweet costume! lol Oh and since I can't comment on my posts on my laptop, Brooke, we missed you dearly! I saw pictures of your costume on Facebook though and it was awesome!