unpreparedness....if that's even a word.

so i hate chemistry. i didnt like it in high school and i hate it in college. especially lab. it SUCKS!! So i feel like my high school chemistry teacher did me NO favors. I didn't learn anything! Now I am stuck in chemistry and i can't function. It is pretty darn wretched. It's not that it's a hard class, it is just that my professor doesn't explain anything and expects us to know it. I guess that's college for you though. I guess I just need to study more.

On a side note. i am super excited for tomorrow! karasyn and kristi and i are having lunch at Lucy's and it's funny cause right as I am typing this i am listening to a song titled "Lucy" by the Hanson's.

Listening to the Hansons reminds me of my cousin, Kristy. Which is another coincidence since I am going with a different Kristi tomorrow.

It's like a cycle i guess.....

Anywho, I have been quite addicted to the internet lately and I must get off and be semi-productive....

Chao for now!

:0)~ it's a smilee with a goatee!!!!!

Let's all hurry to the flying fairy schoooooooooool!!!

Wow. My mother just turned on Sesame Street and they were singing this little song about a fairy school.

On another note, last night was really fun!! I went to Applebee's after church. I was afraid that it would be a little awkward cause I'm not like super close friends with everyone that went, but it was REALLY fun :) I am really glad that I chose to go to Broadway. I am really loving it there.

Not that I didn't love everyone at Antioch. I don't want them to think that. It was just that I wasn't getting anything out of going. I love everyone there, it just wasn't filling me spiritually.

But I am getting a lot out of the messages and I am actually getting involved playing in our praise band. It's actually pretty great.

Well, I am very excited for tomorrow. It's Friday! Half of my classes are cancelled and I am having lunch with my bestest friend in the entire world!! YAY!!!!!!! I have to work, but let's just hope we don't have anything so I can study. . .

meetings, concerts, and laundry

So today i had a meeting for the Drury Commuter Student Association and it went well, except for the fact that nobody showed up. It's kind of annoying to start a group, when nobody knows about it, but in future years, I think that the groupd will be pretty successful. I hope.


So, now i am waiting to go to school for our Chamber Orchestra Concert tonight and my dad gets to come!! Also, I think that tonight, my family is going out to dinner before he has to leave. I have some homework to do, but NO ALPHA tomorrow!!! WOO HOOO!!!

Right now I have to do laundry. ICK!!!! I hate doing laundry.

On another note, I love the new show, Hawaii Five-O! It's action packed and AWESOME!!! Not to mention that the guy is in it is super duper cute!!!! Oh and don't forget Days of Our Lives!!!


Well, anyway. I am going to meet my grandparents for lunch so I am going to go now.

Oh and my laptop doesn't let me comments on my own blogs so in response to Brooke:

I was just getting depressed about being single....nothin big lol :)

i feel like a bad person

so today was an absolutely AMAZING day!!!! it was beautiful and i was actually productive on my breaks AND i got to watch Days of our good 'ole Lives :)

I thought this day couldn't be bad in any way.

My mom made dinner and we are going to wal-mart. :)

Well, then i read this thing, and it made me all depressed and jealous and hopless and i threw a big 'ole pity party...... BOO HOO :'( [that was my face]

Any who when i got to the bottom it kind of spoke to me and told me that everything would be ok. so anywho, i had a really great dream last night and maybe for now that is all i have (cause in dreams everything goes your way) but one of these days i will find it. hopefully......

Ho hum...

Don't ask me what that was, 'cause I don't know!!!!

So, I really hate homework, but I have to do it.

Therefore, I am cutting this blog short and getting to work RIGHT NOW!!! ........hehe. NOT!!!

After reading an article on Yahoo! about lucky people, I have decided that as of right now I am not going to focus on negative things, but the positive! Positively!!!! +++++++ (Those are positive symbols so I thought I would throw them in! :D)

Also, I am UBER happy that fall is approaching!!! :D I am excited for the leaves to turn pretty fall-esque colors and my mom is getting out our fall decorations tonight!!! Yippee!!! Also, I love pumpkins!!! Not just pumpkins, but jack-o-lanterns, and pumpkin scented candles and anything pumpkin flavored!!! Such as pumpkin pie, pumpkin spice lattes, pumpkin muffins, pumpkin spice frapaccinos, pumpkin scones, pumpkin seeds, pumpkin bars, and don't forget the ultimate pumpkin treat!!!! The Pumpkin Pie Concrete from Andy's!!!!!!!! AH! I can't wait for the season to start!!! I love the weather, the colors, the EVERYTHING!!! And fall houses my favorite holiday, Thanksgiving!!! :) Yes, it's better than Christmas. Christmas is stressful with worrying if you forgot a person's gift and the weather isn't as B-E-A-utiful!!! But at my house, Thanksgiving is exactly like Christmas, except without the hassle of presents! Well, if you haven't guessed it, I am SUPER DUPER EXCITED FOR AUTUMN!!!!

There are officially 6 days left of summer!!!! Use them well 'cause once they're gone, it's FALL!!!

Halloween on the Brain.....

I love the Halloween episode of Rugrats!!!! It's got to be one of my favorites!!!!!! I had a dream last night that my cakes turned out awesome and I even used orange and purple food coloring to make the cake different colors :) It's going to be great!!!!

Well, I will probably be posting tonight as well because I have to work.

Short day today!!! Only two hours this morning and one this afternoon. Three hours in between. I think my Mom and I are going to lunch!!! :)

Another word I like is calamity!!! It reminds me of clammy though... :/

Thursdays....

Have a habit of being bad and stressful. First of all, lab is uber stressful! GAH!! And then it rains, or then I get some stupid letter in the mail saying I owe $100 to the bank, or then there is a hair in my muffin, or some waiter spills water on me or a pteradactyl poops on my car or a demon barber cuts my head off. Oh, you get my point.

Anywho, today was not one of those Thursdays. It started off with my mother and I having breakfast and going thrift store shopping. Then I went to my lab at noon and ended an hour early!! I also went to Hillcrest to see about my scholarship and talked to Mrs. Barnhouse :)

Also I am getting so freakin excited for Halloween and my costume/party! Oh my goodnee!!!!!

I really hope we can have this party and I hope everyone else's day was as good as mine!!!!

i'm getting really sick...

of this computer not opening the comment box and not letting me comment ON MY OWN BLOGS!!! GAH!

Anyway, I understand that we have just some of those days, but you are beautiful just the way you are! Just ask Tyler, I'm sure he will agree.

I hope your day is better today!!!! See you at church!!!

P.S. another word I love is "rucus"!!!!!

this makes me sad :(

I don't want you to think that at all! EVER!!! You are the most beautiful person in the whole world!!! BEAUTIFUL I tell you!!!!! You shouldn't change for anything!!! You are loved just the way you are!!!!!!

If you are worried about insecurities, just think about me. My best friend is gorgeous and thin and has an awesome boyfriend and who am I? A wretched retard. Sometimes I feel this way. Like I shouldn't even be friends with you because you are so awesome. You have a GLORIOUS sense of style and are an awesome person. You have nothing to be insecure about. At all. I love you!!

-Bri.....

by the way, my laptop wouldn't open the comment box so this is why i'm posting it. . .

Here are words I love....

Not in alphabetical order....

Guffaw

Wretched (any variation of the word)
Blasphemy (also any variation)

Scurry

Hilarity (hence the name of this blog)

I can't think of any others right off the bat, but I will let you know when I think of any others.

PARTY!!!

So I have been planning a halloween party, well actually just getting ideas for it, since my partner in crime and I haven't discussed these plans much, BUT

I found this cake and I REALLY want to make it for said party! and here are some more ideas, too....

This says it all! :)

Today....

I have accomplished my goal for the weekend!!! I finished my spanish homework AND read ahead so I can be prepared for my lab this Thursday.

I also have gotten my "hottie" grandma and grandpa their Grandparent's Day gift and am TOTALLY PSYCHED for my friends to meet them tonight!! lol

It will be the epitomy of hilarity! HAHA!!!

My meme (AKA hottie grandma) is a HOOT!!!

Anywho, I am currently at the funeral home and I have finished everything that needed to be done.

Just to clarify, my job does not include embalming people. I do things like clean the bathrooms, update our website, print off memorial folders, and the occasional load of laundry. I have little to NO contact with the dead people.

As for today, I have done a lot of answering the phones and doing spanish homework.

So far my classes haven't been to bad and I haven't had much homework at all, but I don't think this will last long... Who knows?

As for other things going on in my life, it's pretty dull. Nothing exciting, such as drama or fights. I love that actually. It's mostly because my friends are pretty well awesome!! They are the best! And my family has been pretty darn cool, too.

My life is just filled with blessings that FAR outweigh my troubles.

Well, I should probably get to work......(hehe)

I am looking forward to a great week and an awesome night!!!

8D

COLLEGE!!! EEEP!

So, college is different.... There are a lot of things that I miss, such as;

-seeing my best friend every day

-having every body understand my jonas brother obsession

-bringing my jonas brother lunch box to school

-classes being in one (or two) buildings

-school being less than a mile away from my house

-not needing an umbrella

-having plenty of time in between classes

-did i mention i miss school being FREE!!!!

Although I really miss these things there are certain things that I do not miss at all;

-i don't miss being with students who couldn't care less about school at all....

- i like being "independent"

-i actually study now!!!

well... now that list making is done I am going to rant about something that has been on my mind lately.................I have been really discouraged about being single. I just really want someone that i can talk to about anything and someone who wants to be with me all the time. someone that really cares about me and my future.... I just don't know anymore. Everyone says; oh there is someone out there for you, well where in the world is he?!?!?! I am sick of this hopeless feeling.......I thought college would be different but i'm not thinking so.....