Long time, no blog!

Well, today I have decided to blog once again. It has been about a week and I just haven't felt the desire to, but today is being pretty boring, so here we go:

So many things have happened since last week. Actually nothing too exciting, but if you want to hear about them, by all means keep reading.

First, I am super excited about the last half of this week. Yesterday was so amazing. Minus the school part, of course. My random 5:30-6:30 class was cancelled!!! YAY for cancelled classes :) Also, I got to go to church and play some wickedly awesome music for Christ and then after Jared's message we all went to Applebee's. That's kind of where things went sour, but not really. I found out that Mr. Goodlookin' (that's what he shall be named as of now) is currently "talking" to another girl in the college class. SAD DAY :(

I have decided that I'm ok with it now, though. I was pretty upset last night because this ALWAYS happens, but I am going to be ok. My life just doesn't have room for a boyfriend right now, and being friends should sufffice. I hope.

So today my wretched Chemistry Lab was cancelled (once again, YAY cancelled classes!!!!) but I had to take mom to the doctor cause she's been pretty sick the past few days. We discovered that strep throat is what was ailing her and got some medicine. We watched Hawaii Five-O upon returning to the casa and she is now sleeping while i am typing this. Tonight is Bible study!!! WOOO! Also, tomorrow i am OFF work!!!! I know, right?!?! That NEVER happens. So I think that Karasyn, Tyler and Ryan and I...... who knows who else.......might go bowlling because i have to make up 2 games for my bowling class. Also, tomorrow Karasyn and I are buying TOMS!!!!! I am soooooo excited! :) Well, in the meantime, I hope you all enjoy your end of the week!!!

Spring Break

WARNING: This will be a long post, because I haven't posted a lot in a while.

This week has been filled with organizing, cleaning and FUN! Yesterday a bunch of us ladies went to the Spring Creek Tea Room in Ozark and then the Ozark Goodwill and then TARGET!! We spent all afternoon shopping and having a lovely time before I had to feed Mrs. Fent's cats and go to church.

I only made two purchases yesterday, both at Target. I bought these two pairs of shoes. Finally. I never find cute shoes and so i broke down and bought some cute ones I can wear for spring. The first pair, which are just some simple navy blue canvas shoes were only $9 and then the cute sandals were $13. I am just glad that I have some cute shoes now. I need to work on getting a bigger shoe wardrobe lol :)

So, after my lovely day of shopping, I went to church around 5 cause the college praise band was playing for the youth service as well cause most of the youth are on a ski trip right now. So we played worship and then all four of us decided to grab some dinner/snackage, but we couldn't decide. Finally after Dustin joking that we all fought like a married couple, we decided on Taco Bell. It was kind of funny because it was the first time that I really felt like we were all in sync with each other and an actual band. I really enjoy being a part of them, or I guess us.  We had a grand time eating tacos and then went to McAlister's to get some tea. After running home to grab my Bible and an extra on for Drew, we played our second round of worship and it was so awesome. I have struggled a lot with not being able to actually worship when I'm playing when I guess I should be able to worship more cause I'm not only worshiping the Lord with my playing, but also my singing. It was the first time I actually felt like I was worshiping and not just allowing others to worship.

I have got stuck in a stinkin' rut again. I hate this. I am in a routine of just going to church and going through the motions and not actually growing. I hate it. I want to grow. I want to become mature in Christ. This is exactly what Brother Paul preached on last night (as i mentioned before, the youth were in Colorado, therefore Jared was too). Being immature Christians. Granted I don't get mad about stupid things and church-hop, but I just settle for going to church. I struggle with making God my first priority. I don't always study my Bible like I should, 'cause I'm too tired or I have too much homework or I get to hang out with my friends. I feel like I sometimes I don't go to church to get closer to God and the Word, but just to socialize because I do have such great friends there. I am so so so so so so thankful for all the wonderful people at Broadway, but it's time I started getting in the Word and praying more. Praying unceasingly. I want to desire to know God better. Know His plan for me. I want that fire in my heart again. I want revival in my life. I know for a fact that I am not the only one who needs this. I pray that every other person out there who doesn't even know that's what they need in their life, will realize this and want it as bad as I do. I pray we can come together and hold each other accountable for this. I have spent too long analyzing every other person's life thinking they need this and they need that. I am only going to worry about myself for now and then follow God's plan on helping others. I pray that I realize how little the things of this life mean. They are nothing. I am going to focus on the eternal things. The message last night really spoke to me and I am so excited about what God has planned for me, if I will only listen.

I am really excited for Bible study tonight. Until then, I must get ready (yes, I know it's 2 o'clock, but I have to do laundry before I can get dressed. Don't judge me!) and I think today I'm going to paint my nails and straighten my hair.

In the next week I want to post a really fun blog about my Favorite Thrift Stops!!

Thanks for reading and have a good week!!

i just really can't believe this is happening

either you are super dramatic and act like everything is the end of the world or you are waaaaaaaaayyyy too forgiving of people. or maybe a little mix of both. i think it's time for me to moooove ooon!

in other news today the allergies weren't too unbearable, but it's only the first day. hopefully my prescriptions will start working soon...........


well, I only wanted to share that one thing. have a good rest of the week!!

sometimes i get upset over the stupidest things

first of all, spring is here and with that comes my stupid alergies. they are terrible, but this morning i started taking all of my meds in hopes of beating this wretched enemy. not so much luck. i feel ok. but i can't taste anything, i can't smell anything and i can't hear anything. this has made my day super stressful. first i got up and finished my room cleaning. i had started last night and once i go through all my clothes to donate i will be good to go. my desk is de-cluttered as well as the rest of my room. i have a few things to donate, a few things to store in the attic and a few things to throw away! i am ready for this process to be finished. i wish my room would just magically turn clean. tonight i HAVE to finish everything cause i actually want to enjoy the rest of my week.

tomorroy all the girls in the family are going to the tea room in ozarkand then the ozark goodwill!!! YAY!!! Then I have to go feed the Fent cats and take care of the animals and then church at 5! I am going to be at church FOREVER!!! tomorrow. lol :) i don't care. it's going to be grand times. then thursday is going to be great too cause i dont have anything at all until bible study that night. then friday, saturday and sunday are going to be kind of poopy. friday i have to clean the Fent house and work that night, Saturday I am working from 8am to 9pm. ICK!!! Then work sunday too. Gag me. I will just have to enjoy the next couple of days.

Well, I have to go to work early today, so i better get going. Have a great Tuesday!!!

bored beyond belief

i am at work once again. its boring here. i have been online dress shopping for my friend laura's wedding. i'm going to be playing the violin and i want to look snazzy when i am playing, and yet match her color choices. she will be using the colors plum and sage. i think they are very pretty together. a little subdued, but pretty. i hope i can find something :)

well, that is about all that's on my mind right now. exciting, huh?

have a good weekend!
another boring day ahead tomorrow!

haven't updated in a while...

beginning of spring break = AWESOME!!! (after classes of course)

My classes got out pretty early and I met Karasyn at Big Mamma's. It was REALLY good. I had never had it before. I got the Jaqueline turkey sandwhich or something like that. I would recommend. Karasyn's grilled cheese looked very good too. So when we got done eating, guess who came into Big Momma's??!  DARREN KING! He was super cool and even talked to me!! I can't believe I know someone so famous! Anyway, after that, we went on over to Red Velvet and the whole gang was there, so we talked for a while about some awesomeness and then I met Karasyn at her house with Tyler.

Tyler, Karasyn and I went to the mall to shop for a prom dress for Karasyn. It was pretty cool. We found the most adorable navy blue dress for her. I hope she gets it, or one like it. Then after dress shopping, I bought a new straightener. Not just a cheap little $15 one i usually get. It's legit. It was $150! I can't believe I spent so much money, but I think it was a good investment. I haven't even got to try it out yet, but I so am when I get home.

Now, I am at work, as usual, bored out of my mind. I am sitting on Facebook, doing nothing, but whatevs.

On a side (and slightly cryptic) note: I am extremely irritated with a certain person right now. Ugh. I don't understand how you could waste so much valuable effort on someone so utterly selfish and terrible. (Sorry, I had to rant.) I still have an overwhelming amount of feelings on the subject, but who cares. If I have to see her face soon.... I am afraid she won't have a face. So she better not show it!!!!!

Well, I think I'm done for now lol :) have a lovely Friday evening and SPRING BREAK!!!!!

well, how interesting?

i haven't posted on here in a few days, which is really unusual for me.... and i'm not going to go into detail what my life is like, but i will tell you this. i am completely overwhelmed with a bunch of different emotions. i kinda just want to me numb to it all for a while. i don't even know which emotions go with which situation right now so i might be laying low for the day trying to get rid of them. i know a lot of you are confused now, but its ok cause i am too and i don't really feel like putting it all out there on the internet today, so for now, i'm not going to talk about it.

today is going to be pretty cool. after school and lessons i mean. we don't have bible study so i have a free evening!!! how wierd! i don't even know what those are anymore!! so i'm hoping we can go bowling or something fun :)

well i hope you all have a wonderful thursday!