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24.10.09

facebook

sometimes facebook can bring so much joy to a person....
and other times it can be a bummer.....

22.10.09

just my luck!

dissappointment+failure=my life

19.10.09

Life is sooooo complicated!

AAARGH!

so just when i thought everything was fine and dandy in the life of Brianna,

BOOOM!(yes it deserves 3 o's)

I realize that, yet again, i like someone. It never works out so i dont know why i even bother, plus it doesnt help that i have a guy-ish gay friend who likes the same person. So even though this boy is cute i dont think anything is going to happen.

Also, at the precise moment i was about to give up on my athiest friend, he suddenly appears at church. Not to come crawling back or anything. He was only bringing his brother but its still a step. But then, i just cant understand why anyone who has been a crhistian would want to turn away from god and decide to deny everything he grew up with.

sooo....i talked to him. i planted a seed. i told him that i cared, and that god cares too, but he denied god once again. but he did tell me that he would try to come to church more. Its a step!

Anywho- i could use a lot of prayer and my friend, whos named jake, could use A TON as well. Thanks you for listening to me complain and rant.

I am done now.

15.10.09

Who was that shape in the shadows?

Who's is that face in the mask?

I am currently listening to Phantom of the Opera. I haven't listened to it in ages, but I quite enjoy it. I forgot how much i loved that movie. I have decided that when/if i get married my honeymoon is going to be to New York and I am going to see The Phantom of The Opera on Broadway. It is now my aspiration.

I just can't imagine how extremely AMAZING that would be. Not just the Phantom of the Opera part, but the honeymoon in New York aspect. AWESOME!

I want some cookie dough. I am like a little kid today. I have like no attention span, i can't stay on task, I forgot to zip my back pack and Ryan had to do it for me, seriously. LITTLE KID! Oh not to mention the fact that i giggle and ocassionally cackle loudly at least every ten minutes.

Im not saying that I am having a bad day, but I am not getting anything done today. I wish i wasnt at school......im not feeling well either.....

Oh well, i have to work tonight then only one more day left in the week!

Well, Im going to balance my checkbook now.

Adios

30.9.09

wow :)

I just got accepted into Drury!!! It was on my e-mail and I'm pretty darn excited :)

Also, stop being so moody please. I dont understand you most of the time and you dont have to be so mean about it. That really kind of hurt my feeling(to put it simply)

Also, i am listening to Clayton Risner. He went to Hillcrest and he gave us a concert today. I bought his cd and the guy that was with him, Travis Flynn. They were pretty darn good! I like them a lot.

Well, I am going to get off and do some calculus now ....

Goodbye

19.9.09

life is impossible......

without jesus.

I dont know what to do. My life seems to be soooooo complicated, but i just need to pray about it and would appreciate your prayers too....

If you want to talk, or hear me talk lol ;) just text me or whatever.

Bri

3.9.09

The beginning of

the end....

The end of high school.

The end of being a child.

The end of being dependent.

It all starts now. Senior year.

So what am i going to do with it? I haven't decided yet... I know that I am taking many difficult classes, doing many extra-curricular, starting a new job, and am going to be busy every night for the rest of my life... But then what? I need to start thinking about the future and where I am going. I am going to college, but i haven't decided which one, yet. Oh well, I will decide soon enough.

Also, just because I am a senior, does NOT give me the right to act demeaning towards others OR make me better than them. If I do act like that, please let me know. It drives me nuts to see that.

So I am really excited about my new job. Although it is a tad creepy, I love it :)

Well, since only one person reads this I guess I shall go. Back to research for the color purple.

( My re-vamped senior picture )
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