Life is sooooo complicated!

AAARGH!

so just when i thought everything was fine and dandy in the life of Brianna,

BOOOM!(yes it deserves 3 o's)

I realize that, yet again, i like someone. It never works out so i dont know why i even bother, plus it doesnt help that i have a guy-ish gay friend who likes the same person. So even though this boy is cute i dont think anything is going to happen.

Also, at the precise moment i was about to give up on my athiest friend, he suddenly appears at church. Not to come crawling back or anything. He was only bringing his brother but its still a step. But then, i just cant understand why anyone who has been a crhistian would want to turn away from god and decide to deny everything he grew up with.

sooo....i talked to him. i planted a seed. i told him that i cared, and that god cares too, but he denied god once again. but he did tell me that he would try to come to church more. Its a step!

Anywho- i could use a lot of prayer and my friend, whos named jake, could use A TON as well. Thanks you for listening to me complain and rant.

I am done now.