i am going to be happy and i'm going to like it!!!! :D see. i'm happy. what? you don't believe me. well, don't worry about it cause i can take care of myself and i'm done for now. i promise i won't bring it up again.
so today is going to be an easy day. all we are doing in spanish is reviewing for our final and the same in chemistry. we're just watching presentations in alpha and then lunch with kelsey and josh for the last time
:( looking back, this semester has been pretty close to amazing. i haven't had too many problems in school, i have met a ton of really cool people, and i have learned who my true friends are. you know the ones who actually talk to me and want to hang out and care about me. also, i joined some cool groups like orchestra and commuter student organization. i have gotten good grades and i liked most of my professors. i have learned a lot and i am not letting one little thing bring me down, cause i truly believe that my epiphany was true. it was preparing me for this. sometimes we don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, so we better enjoy every minute of today. sounds like a plan to me. :)
another small coincidence was that i started giving violin lessons to this girl from reed last week. no that's not the coincidence, just listen. well, my mom was home this week during the lesson and she was like, "i know them!!" this little girl's grandma brings her. her grandma was this guy's mother who was best friends with my aunt. and totally knew him!! and so it was this girl's uncle and apparently my mom had met her before!! it was funny cause it's such a small world.
so i had another dream about my stupid dress!!! this time it wasn't hideous like the last time. last time it had big poofy sleeves and a bunch of extra ugly things. this time instead of a bunch being added to it, it was ttaken away. she had made it this really skimpy dress with a low neck line and stuff. i don't know why i keep having that dream, but it's just getting wierd now. then, while i was at school i had to go to the bathroom and the entire bathroom, the floor and everything was tilted at a 45 degree angle. it was so wierd!!!!! i couldn't even walk in!!!! my mind is such a wierd place LOL :)
well, I guess i will get ready to go to school. work tonight. i will write those papers then, and i will probably post some more here cause it's all that keeps me sane lol ;)
actually i really love my job. i know i make a lot of jokes about it, but i do have a good job. it's a job where i can actually make a difference. i'm not saying that other people don't, but i feel like i can make more of a difference there than if i worked, say at mcdonalds. i love the people i work with. they are great. i like working with people in general. the visitation we had the other night made me realize this. i can make a REALLY hard time in their life just a little bit easier and give them a keepsake of their loved ones that will last forever. the other night we had a visitation for this guy who was younger than me and his grandma came up to me and said that the people who answer the phones just have the sweetest voices and that really made a difference. it was super sweet and made me realize that the smallest little detail can make a difference in their day, and that i need to be more observant like that. i really feel like my job is a service to others and that i canmake a difference.
well, now that ihave killed about half an hour, i guess i will go get ready :)
thank you to everyone who reads this! :)
i appreciate you! <3
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