Who was that shape in the shadows?

Who's is that face in the mask?

I am currently listening to Phantom of the Opera. I haven't listened to it in ages, but I quite enjoy it. I forgot how much i loved that movie. I have decided that when/if i get married my honeymoon is going to be to New York and I am going to see The Phantom of The Opera on Broadway. It is now my aspiration.

I just can't imagine how extremely AMAZING that would be. Not just the Phantom of the Opera part, but the honeymoon in New York aspect. AWESOME!

I want some cookie dough. I am like a little kid today. I have like no attention span, i can't stay on task, I forgot to zip my back pack and Ryan had to do it for me, seriously. LITTLE KID! Oh not to mention the fact that i giggle and ocassionally cackle loudly at least every ten minutes.

Im not saying that I am having a bad day, but I am not getting anything done today. I wish i wasnt at school......im not feeling well either.....

Oh well, i have to work tonight then only one more day left in the week!

Well, Im going to balance my checkbook now.

Adios

wow :)

I just got accepted into Drury!!! It was on my e-mail and I'm pretty darn excited :)

Also, stop being so moody please. I dont understand you most of the time and you dont have to be so mean about it. That really kind of hurt my feeling(to put it simply)

Also, i am listening to Clayton Risner. He went to Hillcrest and he gave us a concert today. I bought his cd and the guy that was with him, Travis Flynn. They were pretty darn good! I like them a lot.

Well, I am going to get off and do some calculus now ....

Goodbye

life is impossible......

without jesus.

I dont know what to do. My life seems to be soooooo complicated, but i just need to pray about it and would appreciate your prayers too....

If you want to talk, or hear me talk lol ;) just text me or whatever.

Bri

The beginning of

the end....

The end of high school.

The end of being a child.

The end of being dependent.

It all starts now. Senior year.

So what am i going to do with it? I haven't decided yet... I know that I am taking many difficult classes, doing many extra-curricular, starting a new job, and am going to be busy every night for the rest of my life... But then what? I need to start thinking about the future and where I am going. I am going to college, but i haven't decided which one, yet. Oh well, I will decide soon enough.

Also, just because I am a senior, does NOT give me the right to act demeaning towards others OR make me better than them. If I do act like that, please let me know. It drives me nuts to see that.

So I am really excited about my new job. Although it is a tad creepy, I love it :)

Well, since only one person reads this I guess I shall go. Back to research for the color purple.

( My re-vamped senior picture )
8 ^ ]

Struggles...

I am still feeling down about it, but getting over it.

I still don't know where to go from here with THAT. It's a wierd situation....


Youth Symphony pretty much rocked my socks off ;) yeah i will actually practice this year lol


Uh....yeah.
Band still sucks.

i am not ok...

things aren't going good.

first...
just don't come around.

second...
it would be nice to have some real friends

third...
there is nothing in the world that can make this better besides leaving.

ok. im going to sleep it out and try to feel better about things. church is tomorrow so maybe i will feel better by then. I need some prayer though.

Prayer For A Friend

Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances
have clouded his view.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.
I fear that I won’t have the words
that he needs to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up
to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the
world, I know he means much
more to You.
I want so much to help him, but
this is something he has to do.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.
There's a way that seems so right to him.
But You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strings.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.

This song fits the circumstances perfect. I just pray that my friend really does come to the lord i just dont know how. i am feeling a lot like hosea right now. please keep me in your prayers this week as i do my best to bring this friend to christ, and away from the twisted way he believes right now.