this day is SUPER stressful.

i really wonder if i'm even going to survive this week. i have a million things to do and not enough time to do it in. may i just say that I HATE GROUP PROJECTS!!!!!! i just don't even know if i am gonna make it. i am snowed under with homework and music to practice for composers concert and if one more thing goes wrong i am going to scream!!!! i swear if i make it past thursday, i am going to be celebrating like none other!!! i plan to go to lunch/red velvet with karasyn to get some yummy yummy cupcakes and then at work (if we don't have anything) i am going to watch 500 Days of Summer!!!! I finally got my hands on that movie! My cousin Tina, who works with me now, let me borrow it. She's pretty amazing. She went garage sale-ing the other day and bought me two super cute shirts and an adorable dress!!!

Anyway, i have finished two papers today and tonight at work i plan to watch the movie that i have to write my third paper over. between all of this i have class and have to do this stupid group project that's due tomorrow!!! AAAAGH!!! 

i have vowed to myself that even if i do have a crap ton to do i'm going to give myself a few minutes a day to relax. tuesdays are usually the best for relaxing cause i have bowling and then i go to panera to chill out before i go to work. im going to do that for sure today. i need it. i need my caeser salad and diet pepsi and possibly a pumpkin muffin too. i think after all this stress i deserve it. i deserve a chance to sit down and calm down. i might work on some homework or i might just read a book to escape the chaos. who knows? 

whew!!! i already feel a bit more relaxed.

i can't wait for friday. please come soon....