The beginning of

the end....

The end of high school.

The end of being a child.

The end of being dependent.

It all starts now. Senior year.

So what am i going to do with it? I haven't decided yet... I know that I am taking many difficult classes, doing many extra-curricular, starting a new job, and am going to be busy every night for the rest of my life... But then what? I need to start thinking about the future and where I am going. I am going to college, but i haven't decided which one, yet. Oh well, I will decide soon enough.

Also, just because I am a senior, does NOT give me the right to act demeaning towards others OR make me better than them. If I do act like that, please let me know. It drives me nuts to see that.

So I am really excited about my new job. Although it is a tad creepy, I love it :)

Well, since only one person reads this I guess I shall go. Back to research for the color purple.

( My re-vamped senior picture )
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Struggles...

I am still feeling down about it, but getting over it.

I still don't know where to go from here with THAT. It's a wierd situation....


Youth Symphony pretty much rocked my socks off ;) yeah i will actually practice this year lol


Uh....yeah.
Band still sucks.

i am not ok...

things aren't going good.

first...
just don't come around.

second...
it would be nice to have some real friends

third...
there is nothing in the world that can make this better besides leaving.

ok. im going to sleep it out and try to feel better about things. church is tomorrow so maybe i will feel better by then. I need some prayer though.

Prayer For A Friend

Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances
have clouded his view.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.
I fear that I won’t have the words
that he needs to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up
to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the
world, I know he means much
more to You.
I want so much to help him, but
this is something he has to do.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.
There's a way that seems so right to him.
But You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strings.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.

This song fits the circumstances perfect. I just pray that my friend really does come to the lord i just dont know how. i am feeling a lot like hosea right now. please keep me in your prayers this week as i do my best to bring this friend to christ, and away from the twisted way he believes right now.

so....i am now officially a senior. i got through all my classes with a's and one a-. pretty good in my opinion.

so i think that this might be the first summer that i will actually hang out with my friends :)

so i really hate it when my grandma freaks out about me visiting another church. she always thinks taht just because im going to another church once that im gonna like convert to some wierd religion and never come to church with them ever again.

its quite annoying.

anyway. i learned a lot tonight. or maybe it just gave me a lot to think about.

i have been so obsessed with material things such as having a boyfriend or liking people.
i never know which i actually like. i always do this.
i start to like a person before i even know them.
but one thing that remains a constant? i like matt for sure. no matter what happens in my life. i really really like him.
so maybe its meant to be?
or maybe not.
either way its never going to happen if i dont start having a better relationship with god.
the bible says, "Delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart."
well, delighting in him just means to simply talk to him and i need to do a lot more of that
i need to focus on god and everything else will be alright ;)

karasyn im really excited to go to your church more often :)

love ya all!!!!!

-Bri

Wal-Mart!!

ok so walmart is officially my FAVORITE place to shop!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! They have freakin' CUTE guys working there.

So my mom and i go through this line, and this guy was the cashier. His name is MATT. Many of you might know him

anyway....



he is totally cute and i have liked him for like 5 years(yes im a little hopeless)


but he is soooooo cute and not to mention he is taller than me :)

and he is like the most awesome guy EVER!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!



Me and karasyn are going to walmart every friday ever.

Walmart......aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. best day ever :)

I agree with karasino!

So i am now excited and can't wait to get married....

i ponder that fact every day now...

especially after going to JIMMY JOHNS!!!!!!

wow....

so anyway... i need a new job. yeah.

goodbye