i almost forgot...

so you know how i said i was going to do the whole one thing i'm thankful for every day, yeah i almost forgot. so here goes day #2.....

2) I am thankful for...

thrift store shopping

<3

it's my favorite

it's surprisingly therapeutic cause it's like a treasure hunt and you don't spend a lot of money, which i don't have! so it's a win win. i need to do a bit more thrift store shopping.

in case you didn't know how that picture related to thrift store shopping i bought that chair and camera at two different thrift stores. still my most favorite picture i've ever taken. this one is kinda edited though...

i feel like Patrick today.

i'm an idiot. for some reason i can't ever talk about my feelings.

sometimes i feel like nobody would care anyway, but even if they did, once i let them loose, it's scary how much i've kept inside and nobody would want to listen.

i am so sick of crying and i just want everything to go back to normal, but i don't think it can.

maybe somewhat, maybe even "mostwhat"

not completely

the future is inevitable and i'm completely terrified of it.

scared that i am going to be put out of my comfort zone because of this.

its ok if you have no idea what i'm talking about, cause i really don't either lol

i am ready for tomorrow to come, though.

i need some Jesus.