lazy day

i was up late last night cause i went to applebee's after church, so i was pretty excited about sleeping in, then my mom asked me to drive my brother to the bus stop so he didn't have to stand in the cold this morning. alright. i got up at 630 and i was sleeping really well. so when i got back in, i didn't go back to bed like i planned. i got dressed and did some computer stuff. nothing too productive. if you remember, i still have 5 days left of break. anyway, i was planning to go to the library with my mom cause i have a cd on hold and then get panera, but she didn't want to. she wanted to take a nap, so i did too. i just woke up from that nap and i am now going to straighten my hair and go to lunch with my mom.

i am going to karasyn's tonight for chinese food. i am so stoked!!! i love chinese food, and i love karasyn and her house(hold)!!! :D  i do have to give lessons first,  but i'm not sure if they are all coming, so i may get done early. who knows? it doesn't matter, though, cause i am so excited.

we had a lot of fun yesterday. and last night rocked. i got to church around 6 to practice with the college praise band. i was a little nervous cause it was a new song. new songs make me nervous. i really love playing in the praise band, i just still feel a little uncomfortable sometimes cause improv and chord work has never been my forte. i am really lucky that i found a way that i can serve in the church though and that has been good for me. last night was rough though. i got there at 6 and i was playing on new equipment and that messed me up big time. i was nervous and i told brendan he could just play it and drew was all, "do you really not want to play?" i told him i did i just didn't know the song and him and brendan are so good, i just feel out of place sometimes. so then at 630 i went down to the youth service to hear Tyler's message and it was amazing. it was all about using the gifts that God has given you. i was wowed. i couldn't believe that not 20 minutes after my almost giving up on playing that Tyler had this amazing message and i felt totally revived (if that's the right word) to go back and play my best. we went back and practiced a little bit more and prayed and then had some great worship. sometimes i can't believe how awesome we sound, and it's all thanks to the Lord for our gifts. i don't ever want to take mine for granted again. also, Dustin gave a great message and then we went to applebee's to have some great fellowship :)

i love going to broadway. i am feeling more and more certain about joining. i am so blessed.

oh and this is my tumblr.

well, i am going to go straighten my hair now.
bye.