knowing

so i have decided what i want to do with my life.

i want to be an ophthalmologist

i have been going back and forth with it forever, but i think thats what god wants me to do.

to have the power to give people the sight to see all of gods creations is going to be AMAZING!

its just such a long goal.

also.....im thinking that is what i should focus on right now. I think that god is trying to tell me to stop focusing on other things(*cough *cough.......boys...*cough) and to just work on school and building a God-honoring career :)

It would be nice to have someone to share all that with though.

but i really do want to wait for that ONE that god has planned for me :)

i will really hate it if he just keeps dangling it in front of me though.

oh well...what can you do to the creator of the universe lol

anyways......that it all for now.