songs...

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreamingI woke with this fear
What am I leavingWhen I'm done here

So if you're asking meI want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on this surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are


So putting song lyrics seems to be a fad, and I am willing to conform :)

I really want to make things better, and I definitely am willing to work at it.

So, I need to talk to you. I will. I swear. I will make myself do it. I will not back out and just settle.

I need God's help in this and I need support.

Thank you Bethany for your good advice :)

New Life

"Go, stand in the temple courts," he said, "and tell the people the full message of this new life." - Acts 5:20

I am trying.... give me a few months.

I have a game plan.

God give me the strength to do this and the right friends to guide me along my way :)

Thanks, guys! I love you